Christmas is here and sad to say, it's just become another day without my Granny around. Due to a shortage of funds (maternity leave) I wasn't able to provide like I usually would but Jaselyn has everything she NEEDS. We spent the day cuddled up in bed and ventured to 'his' house this evening for two hours so she could visit with her uncle and grand parents and receive her presents, where I was shocked to only receive a pair of pink fuzzy socks while the family bragged about their new xboxs, $600 worth of Dicks Sporting Goods gift cards and fancy necklaces. I'm not one to be vein, but I don't ask for anything from this family, including child support, I care for Jaselyn full-time and bend over backwards to allow this family to visit her anytime they desire. Never have I felt more disrespected. My mom warned me that I'd "lose my identity" and I feel I finally have. Instead of being Jessica, I'm just Jaselyn's Mom now. Everything is about her and I'm okay with that, because I only want what's best for my daughter. It's a shame others don't see things my way.
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